For Jessi,
But I still hope, sincerly so, that everything is working out for you.
Today I realized that I no longer know the sound of your voice.
It hurts in a way painfully unsure.
I don't know if it's because
I've lost the sounds.
Or if it is that if you wanted me to know it,
You would have call on me.
I never wanted to let go of your love,
I lost that long ago.
I thought I could at least keep you in memory,
But it seems I am to loose that too.
And it hurts in ways,
I simply cannot describe.
